xxx

O.K!
I am angry with you!
today let people say I fatt hao leh! :)

fatt hao = flirt + gatal

yea I very flirt..
and I love to play with boys,
talk with boys,
and kao them. *ok?happy?
I hate people say me like that
you knew that also right?
you told me you trust that I’m not that kind of girl?
you liar!

I just don’t want to care about you right now!
I’m on FIRE!
but then I was very sad know
why you(/all) must say me like that?
and what I dislike is,
you can’t say me like this!
I’m MAD! =((

well, and it was not a joke
and it was not funny, at all!
okay? you understand?
everyone could say me like this,
but you! you……NO WAY!
I don’t want to say it out
I know those fakers will tell you ‘bout this
am I right? ^^ (o0o)

aiks just forget ‘bout it
I’m always kind and friendly
but I won’t forgive you like this
unless you say sorry to me :((

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today 1st, 2nd & 3rd periods [BM1 & BI2]
no teachers! whoa bored~
then PJK
played bola tampar ‘tll my hands gonna patah!
and..today I terlupa to bring on my school uniform
cause I was late! =(

kemudian, recess time kiv and step *2beautiess
we were walking around
then bell rang, while we were talking with gor
he popped out and said
" !@#$%..."
I was getting mad and mad mad mad mad!
I just don’t want to see you!
you spoilt my mood

MORAL
we went bilik musik and watched persembahan
singing competition?(BM) 0.0
the fat boy was so cutee~
I want to marry him “)

`haisx.
today I’m d.o.w.n!
I hate today!
I don’t want to mention ‘bout you anymore!


I wanna kill you
_________at 3:38PM

xxx

W.E.D.N.E.S.D.A.Y


-today before recess time-
I was damn beh song!
F*CK! Why you kept telling me about that person?!
I hate.I know you both very very good
I know xxx cares you mucher than me
and you like to play with xxx also
but why you kept blaming xxx?
so what? what I care for?
but I just very landu ok!
and I wanna you to know that
I am not JEALOUS!

and I won’t eat xxx and play with xxx
but please don’t act like you very very care him ok?
ok loh..if you hate us then kill us!
but we will never love xxx! And you are damn sucks!
FAKE!
I don’t want to act like you also!
but what should I do? smile,smile and smile?
I don’t have anything to say about you
I was damn ‘fo guan’ =.=

and what I want to tell is

I DON’T LOVE YOU ANYMORE!

don’t perasan.and please don’t love yourself too
I hate you.even if I talk ‘bout your name

I-want-to-kill-you
I-am-enough! okay?paham?

don’t say that your heart broken,
cause I got NO FEELING and NOTHING to do with it
I hate myself soooo much.when I was smiling at you
because,I am FAKE man! =(

okay..chill out my dear steph
smile =]]]
well, today BI periods – QUIZ!
cheh, for the minggu bahasa lah!
stupiaakkk! >.<
actually it’s not important for us
but we still sampat till flew to other classes and asked for the answers
sweat us!
but then we got most wrong answers.lol xD

then ACL
essay writing! competition eh 0.0
haih, so many activities during minggu bahasa
then I simply wrote hahas
the title of my essay is “my past,my present and my future”
lameeee title..
and I dunno what I wrote tim =.=”

after that, 2 periods BM
hoh we were FREE!
cause no teacher warx..
teacher said she went back to her kampung dy
cause she want to take care of her father (he was sick?)
she told us that she’ll come back next year.yea next year
o.0 good news for us
and,no relieve teacher!
muahaha xD
then qing, xinhui, cavy and desmen came to our class
playing arooouund =)
then kiv, alyona, khai sheng and I kept kap-ing!
lols it was fun! x)
and too bad..how could us be so ham eh?

alright.
It’s the time for me to bath
later going tuition nia
take care guys.muacksx!
^.^


6:26 PM..

xxx

T.U.E.S.D.A.Y

sien eh!
today math’s teacher absent ah [Pn.Chye]
two periods.freaking bored
but luckily, we don’t have any homework today
whoa~cheersss! =))

and..I was not really in good mood too
little red came =(
and I felt very very uncomfortable
T..T
kemudian sivikkk
shit! our group haven’t pass up our folio

SEJARAH fuck!
that terrible teacher kept ngam here n there
somemore she said my voice very very loud
" i can hear you! i can hear you! "
kao.you first day know me issit?
then I kept scolding her..f*ck!
boo I very geram ah dunno why..
and I was very tired,too
I just want to sleep in class Z.Z
then whole day very down

rehat time
dunno what happened kept on laughing
i dunno what was going on
just kept hahahahaha,for no reason
because i saw wenz k0r and Jeffrey lah!
lol then the sei jeff made me laughed like hell
laughed ‘till i almost felt to the ground,and faint
LOL

after I backed to class
aiks moody gain
T.T
sciene period,
we go checked our teeeeeth
the nurses there very babi!
wei you look like kingkong then i scared you ah
stupiak.kept fucking say us biadap pulak =.=
then we went to the pameran also
bought a komsas revision book

haix,tomorrow oral test!
i not yet prepare the text also
2periods eh..bad =((
aiks im going to check on the old news paper
=]

sien eh T.T
Saturday again
Celine erican nia
duh i need to tuitionkan her after she come back
aiks i hate.but mumy said must do that
sweat..ajar then ajar loh
you thought i dunno meh?
she’s just a standard 2 kid werd

aiks why holiday so boring eh
school day better
at least I got something to write in my blog
but Saturday and Sunday just..sien

..homework..

i did it in the morning
but not yet siap eh
still got pjk notes nia
annoying thing

somemore folio
oh my god.i am lazy =(
why we need to do those stupiak thing eh?
wondering…issit useful for us?NO
I don’t want to do lah
I want go shopping T.T

p/s: i miss him at 4:23 p.m..

alright
gtg ah
update ‘gain yea

xxx

F.R.I.D.A.Y


huuray!
i love Friday!
-IM LOVIN IT-

today Science periods hor
wah gor’s phone hampir kena rampas!
Rahayu saw it leh,while i was curi-tengoking his message.
she called me to give her the phone lo
but then i didn’t lah of course
then i thought she will beritau Hasnah de
but then nothing dy lo.thought got spot-check tim
sweat..>.<”

then after school go Giant lu
i, kiv and gor also
then qing with e**y [can I name him out?]
lol ^^
they looked sweet eh.
hahass @.@

we went to food court,
then i and kiv bought 5 cups of ice-creamss
woot.makan sampai nak muntah! *bluek
kiv unhappy nia today
i teman you eat ice-cream
because of him again lo.PIG him!

aduii
but dar don’t think much lo ok?
dont sad because of him
as you said mah.not worth also right?
haix.we just misunderstood nia
everyone said that it was not true geh
so lets don’t care ‘bout that lo
don’t sad dy nia.ok? T^T
somemore eat 5cups of ice creams will grow fat ark!
xDxD

by then,I took those ice-creamss to school *sambil makan
sampai all melt! yucks!
but I still finished them leh.how GOD
and kiv also.>.<
we went to bk5 then
whoa~go play play ^^

xavier,dylan,desmen,jieyong and weixun were there also
the others like sean they all were playing bkb
we all sitting in the pondok
chit-chatting and playing
stupiak jy and wx played pearl jelly there
kena my whole badan.it was stiiiccckkyyy
kao! sweat you all!
I want to balas dendam on Monday.BECAREFUL you!
-.-

then we just playing+siao around
whereas,qing and e**y pakto and walking around
sweet ark! Hehex ^^
hoh! then hor,my hands kena black thing macam tahi
went to the longkang there and washed
kiv also nia.but then she very excited wor
cause he saw a lengzai! there.named ChangHui
[i want to write it in bahasa cina lah =.=]

that time,while we siao-ing beside the longkang
then the lengzai passed by
then kiv go borrow his water(bottle) lol
weird! then he really lent it to us!
what a kind+helpful man *i mean guy sorry
she was very shuang.lol xD
then i saw his baju bkb with his Chinese name nia
then I screamed

“thank you,ChangHui.”

he like shocked man.he thought im crazy
“why that siao za bo know my name hmm?”
xP

oh,then i ride bicycle also
so tall ah the bicycle.*paiseh.i should say.i am short
so scary eh.i dunno how to stop it o.o
kept screaming there like gila
paiseh.really will malu leh if I think back =x

finish gila-ing then back to school
just sitting there doing nothing
dar ar! you don’t dump me ah..
I very ps ah! =.=
kept walking here and there only.

don’t want to go back eh -.-
..but it’s the time for me to go home..
*lyrics from ‘big girls don’t cry’ lol


hahahas
today we were too siao
I think it will be a pretty memory for us
and qing too,
right? ^0^

xxx

t.h.u.r.s.d.a.y

just came back from OUG nia
mom and I went to Central then Secret Recipe
wootz~yum yum ^^
I ordered brownies walnut & newyork cheese cake
OH it was nice xD

doing my homework..

shit. A LOT eh. (=.=)

today while BI (2 periods),
i was just doing my essay,
then that bodoh teacher came to my seat
and kept saying rubbish
“shiler, I’m going to have a COMPLAIN on you.so you better do your work and BECAREFUL”
duh.don't fuck eh
you are the one who should BECAREFUL
im going to rape your husband soon,LOL

aiks,but i don’t want lah
she sure will complain me to Pn.Nirmala
i don’t want eh
she sure will disappointed on me
then she will call my mom also? o.0
sei Pn.Norhayati =.=
(did I spell wrong her name eh?)

oh today no pj
but i was very excited for the theory
SEKS SEBELUM KAHWIN
lol sweat…
it was freaking geli for us,
right?
MUAHAHA xD

recess time,
went koperasi..
then saw telur there lol
i saw him mandi peluh there,
kept searching for qing oh >.<
then..muahaha

" darling,I help you wipe off your sweat. "

come bite me ah dar.blek!
you cannot catch me~ you cannot catch me~
LOL ^^

After that,just boring..
kept chit-chatting with kiv in class
lol
yen chi didn’t come today
aboh we would be like monkeysss
ahahaha =]

that’s all for today
waiting for tomorrow eh
i want to stay back!
Fun Fun Fun~

praying to the god

yea
today I heard a news

It was a sad news..

as I heard that,
I felt very sorry and I just want to cry out

My Dear,

I will pray for you.Don’t worry.We will always be with you.I hope you can recover now.Hope that I can see you soon, in school.Miss you a lot.I will always thinking of your smiling face baby.so no matter how, you must stay happy and cheer! You are strong! I will be praying to the god.as you said, "praying to the god na matter what happened" ..right?
__Support you always!__

and I promised not to tell anyone.

I will always by your side~
love you

A day without K.I.V

whoa~~
update ‘gain eh ^^
lazy to on msn sama fs
somemore scared later emakku come then I die =.=
now easy lo..type in Microsoft 0ffice then just paste on blog
am I clever? =)

LOL
today kiv didn’t come to school tim
somemore never tell me hmm!
said will call me geh
made me so excited thought you coming school!
kesian lonely me..
waaa…[crying] T.T
but hor,you also must write letter to teacher leh!
muahaha..bely good chokulut xP
just write hor..
“saya tidak dating ke sekolah kerana I nak celebrate my adik punya birthday.
jadi wa tak mau pegi sekolah”
neninenibubu =P

hmm,today..
Pn.Nirmala gave us the kerja kursus thing
duh! Folio again [fainted] =.=
Geografi,Sivik,Pendidikan Seni,KH..and Sejarah?
Oh my god.I got a lot of homework kay
still ask us to do those stupiak things for what
haizzzz T..T

tomolo NO PJ..'cause jadual changed..again
sweat~pjk changed to Thursday
sien............

lol somemore hor..
after recess hor..
qingqing was not really HAPPY with ‘someone’ leh xD
then after school I call that stupiak xxxy go kejar her and apologise
muahaha ^^
think she won’t moody dy hor?
ok lah.that sei T*L*R (spell the vowels! lol) lah!
sendiri makan sendiri lo >.<
make our boubui angry then we will patahkan your kepala
LOL^^

then after school I ran down
don’t want to kena marah by aunty nia
she was waiting me for so long
but starting tomorrow,
mummy will come and fetch me nur
so will lambat go back eh ^^
i don’t want to go home early neh..

aikx.ok lu
that’s all for today
try to update tomorrow ^^


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