Piranha !♥

Went to IOI today! Kiv suipohh, finally you can out dy. Wee, luckily my mom let me out. Early in the morning informed her that I wanna go for a movie. Fortunately, she was going to office too. So she said can drop me there :D Sms-ed my bb's but they couldn't come, ): while Rachel and Cavy was having tuition~

I reached there at 11 something. Met Kiv, then both of us went to buy ticket. Ishh, the freaking indian woman dont let us to buy but asked us to show our IC or any verification thingy that can PROVE that we are 18. -.- Zzzz, man I've lost my idea. Finally, we asked for help from a guy. LOL thanks god he helped us. Hmm, his face showed that he was not willing to do that though.

When we're going to enter, another indian guy stopped us. Asked us to show him IC again. WTF ? ! I look MATURE okay. Bla bla bla so on and then he drived us away. -.- At last we went to Old wing GSC to seek for fortune. XP The kind malay allowed let us enter whithout any doubt. Oh yesh! GSC will become alot more richer is there is some 'clever' people like this (:

Well, Piranha was really sick! Bloody disgusting and violence man! But I enjoyed it so so so much! So stimulating okay :D But I sreamed alot, guess everyone had been frightened by me... Ishh, sorry... ><

After that, Alyona came! She came here to buy present for someone~~ Then we went eating and shopping and eating LOL. Nothing much to buy yet we ate alot! Especially me, wahaha :D Had a nice day with you guys ^^


Next Wednesday, Imma waiting the day to come!!
O BB'ssssss~♥

第三天

没有你的第三天 昨晚都睡不着觉
一直翻又一直翻 应该是冷的关系
真的好想好想好想好想你~

想到会操心
想到会哽咽


不应该是这样的
也许是因为别件事情的困扰吧
可是我今天还是忍不住哭了
答应你会开心的对不起哦


我还在远远关心你♥

I should have know this.
The reality is so darn frustrating I should have know it.
I feel so irritated yet I still can't find a way for myself.
Maybe I am really useless ?
Ishh I am tired of crying, fed up of the troubles in my life.
But,
I don't care what you say,
I would never ever give up this easily!
I am trying my hard to ...
So okay, and I believe I will ~
God, hope everything is fine, do bless me please ):

Babe how are you there?
I miss you so terribly, every single moment ><
Do you ???
I have lotsa things to tell you.
I thought of you last night ~
But I still remember what you've told me.
Smile, I won't make you worry okay (:
You too, do take care of yourself.




Love you always♥

我好像没有眼泪了...

我看不见你的踪影

我很想你到快要死掉了

我有很多很多话要说

我要你告诉我怎么办！

我想放弃了！



当我什么都想不到的时候

眼泪不听使唤拼名掉

都发疯了一直喊都不会停

我以为自己不会哭

可是越想越委屈

我做错了什么？

为什么要逼我？

你根本就不明白我为什么要逼我？

为什么要哭？

你为什么要在我面前哭？

你有什么资格哭？

一切都是你造成的！

我不应该同情你的！不应该...



我们没有你不会死的

真的不会死的！

该死的暴力

努力着幸福 ♥

未来的迷惘：

渐渐感觉自己凡事不精
越来越懒散什么都不会做
怎么看见大家都在奋斗的同时
自己却还在心不在焉？
我压力很大大大
对我来说，读书只会再倍增压力
因为要承认自己的愚笨难免需要不少的勇气

无言... ...
是时候该超越了~


咪：

我只是想说
你做的一切都够了
我虽然什么都帮不到只是会吃饭
的确生块叉烧还真的好过生我
可是我还是会支持你的
你不想让我独立
我知道你只是担心我
可是我不绝对会让别人看不起的！
至少我像你说的一样，对得起自己 :D
有时候觉得自己很可怜
有时候会想起以前 都不是这个样子的？
人 就是要学会面对现实

我很害怕
我害怕以后的我也会这个样子
我的脾气就是这样我知道
什么时候开始，我也失去方向了？


亲爱的：

总觉得你跟我在一起很不快乐
我不知道是不是幻觉~
很想问你是不是不开心
每次你都说没有~
我觉得自己总在拖累你
我知道你一定说没有~

我懂我会想很多
每次讲到有的没的都是一个样
我知道我很喜欢哭
可是我知道我哭的样子超难看
你知道的啦我已经够难看了~ ><
有时候我好像很难忍
又很霸道
真的很对不起你...

每次心情很不好
我都没有回答你也都不想说话
每次什么事情我都会强忍
因为我想跟你说我还可以撑下去
什么东西我都可以自己完成 (:
真的不想你为我承担，也许是不舍
有时候我会试着很快乐很幸福的
感觉自己失去了好多了...
我多希望你可以明白我一百分
但你真的很好了你懂吗？[=


8滴们：

每次都会忘记伤心事当和你们一起
都可以很疯很疯的
我觉得今年反而多了好多美好的回忆
有时候会很想向你们吐心事，
可是大多时候都是在发疯，
还有少不了互相吐嘈和释放炸弹- BOMB! *纯属音效*
因为我们坚信这才是真正的朋友~
有时候在彼此面前可以很坦然
可以大哭一场可以放声大笑
可是大笑真得很像灾难一下~
而且每个人大笑的招牌动作都不同 =P

其实都是成长吧
回想起以前，每个人都会觉得自己很苯蛋
以后我会争取很多很多的时间制造回忆
让以后八十岁掉了牙的时候
还会看见发黄的相片里，你们的八婆八公样！
大家一起加油吧！XD


致我自己：

最近好像一直寄托眼泪
让我觉得自己真的是一无是处老掉马尿
唉~我会痛改前非的
那不是我自己！
一起努力着幸福吧大家！
Wootsa :D ♥